I broke down my 2023 month by month, and looking at it start to finish was quite surprising! Let’s dive in:
JANUARY: 2023 started with a major cliffhanger. I moved out of the big house, threw all my shit in storage and went to crash with family while I figured out where I was going to live next.
FEBRUARY: had a ridiculous amount of success, gained almost 10k followers after a video went viral. Had the biggest mastermind launch to date, and was spending my time going on walks in nature and eating nice meals.
MARCH: felt inspired to look at houses by the beach. I looked at one place, it was everything I wanted, and I was approved right away.
APRIL: I moved into my new place, fell into a severe depressive episode and became suicidal. Toward the end of the month, for whatever reason, I was led to purchase a Bible.
MAY: I didn’t make it all the way through reading Genesis, but my prayer practice was reinvigorated. I recommitted to making God my main squeeze and the suicidal ideation finally lifted. I started working A LOT. Despite all my effort, it ended up being one of the worst launches of 2023.
JUNE: I worked so much to the point where I needed to recover, so I got into a groove of beach walks every morning and trying lots of new restaurants.
JULY: my creativity really took off this month and out of sheer desperation, I sharped up my manifestation skills. I launched Once Upon a Time and had one of the best launches of the year.
AUGUST: beach, food, work, beach, food, work, beach, food, work, beach, food, work. 🌴🥪👩🏼💻
SEPTEMBER: beach, food, work… and prepare for the 5th round of APEX!!! I was also going through a lot of emotional development in my love life at this time.
OCTOBER: APEX started, so you already know this month was full! Plus, I launched Slut Magic again and of course I hemorrhaged hundreds of followers because of that lol. Cumulatively, I’ve lost a couple thousand followers over Slut Magic.
NOVEMBER: finally settled into my brand DNA for the first time ever. Prepared to launch Church for the first time. Had a migraine that doubled as a spiritual experience/borderline exorcism, it was like I physically purged my attachment issues. Oh, and I randomly took on a bunch of short term 1:1 clients for the first time in a year.
DECEMBER: launched Church, started implementing new habits, and fell in love with… Bible study (lol it shocks me too). Put God at the top of my priority list and the WILDEST things have been happening ever since. ⛪️✨🕊️
The biggest thing I realized in 2023 is there was no reason to stress or worry. If you can skip to the part where you have faith and know, everything will go much smoother.
There was never any reason to brace for impact.
2023 also confirmed (once again) that the whole “just work hard and put in effort” is not true for me. My WORST launch was when I worked the hardest and created the most content.
If that paradigm works for you, that’s great. For myself, it’s the least effective and most exhausting.
2023 forced me to remember my dependency on God (and I’m not mad about it!) Muggles make things hard, God makes things effortless.
Lastly, I realized this year how disconnected I’ve been from my vision… 2023 started off with so much chaos I got swept away in the momentum. I felt myself constantly reaching for stability in all areas, without reconnecting to my bigger vision, which is very unusual for me.
Now I really, really know that my stability comes from my connection to God (or source if you prefer that verbiage), but the magic comes from my willingness to fixate on my big, outrageous visions.
Cheers to 2024 exceeding your expectations! 🥂