KABOOM

Originally I was going to write this as a private email to everyone inside Light Speed, but I got the nudge that some of you could use this story of encouragement as well…

Many of you are familiar with the story of the time I lost everything. I was very young, lost all my money, my home, I totaled two cars, and to top it all off, I had just moved to a new city when everything fell apart. I was so overwhelmed with circumstances that I didn’t know what else to do but meditate.

Despite feeling irresponsible for how I chose to use my time, miraculously, everything fell into place right on time. The new home, the job, the money, the car… it all showed up. My life was practically rebuilt within a single month!

Now fast forward to Summer of 2025. I found myself in a similar situation: burdened by circumstances and unsure of how to tackle it all.

I could feel the fear, pressure, and desperation begin to take over.

I was beyond overwhelmed and angry with God.

While I was very tempted to freak out, I resisted the urge. Every time I felt desperation and neediness try to take hold of me, I would force myself to meditate instead. I refused to get out of meditation until I felt peace. (Again, this did feel irresponsible, especially when it’s so easy to idolize action.)

But do you know what happened next?

Solutions started rolling in. 🙄 (You would think this would stop surprising me by now.)

The “problems” dissolved naturally, everything I needed showed up when I needed it, and life began to feel effortlessly successful again - just how I like it!

As I reflected on how everything unfolded, I realized that it wasn’t a quick fix, but rather, I worked my way from total fear all the way into ecstasy and experiencing the deep pleasure of simply being alive. It felt like I had completely adjusted my internal lens.

Once all my circumstances cleared up and my process felt fresh, I decided to open Light Speed so I could teach it to others. Something about this felt like a “final” energetics program, but I didn’t really know why or what it meant. Of course everything I teach is tied to energetics in some capacity, but it felt like *something* was in the process of completion.

Unsurprisingly, that turned out to be my biggest launch of the year (at that point in time).

But this is where things start to get crazy…

A few weeks go by and I continue with my practice. Mentally and emotionally, I’m feeling better than I have in years.

Then, I found my groove with filming content and started posting again.

One night, I saw a video that I felt uniquely qualified to answer and decided to respond to it.

And then… kaboom.

Look, I've been posting on the internet for almost ten years now, and when I tell you I have never experienced my videos going viral like this before. It wasn’t an isolated incident either, it was as if I stumbled into a lane that was specifically designed for me, like the culmination of my life experience was leading up to this moment.

All of a sudden, the demand for my work and content went through the roof.
(Haters also emerged, but I don’t think they should get any attention here.)

Inspired by the demand, I decided to create a small but mighty masterclass.

And in an unsurprising turn of events, this launch wasn’t just the biggest launch of 2025, it was the biggest launch of my career to date. I’ve been so swept up in it all, it took me awhile to really understand how all of this happened.

Earlier today, I was on the phone with one of my friends when I put this all together - I told her about how my process worked again! Only this time it felt like my results were 100x more intense. I told her about Light Speed, and how I finally put together that my process corresponded perfectly with the big kaboom.

I told her…

How I dissolved my fear and desperation.
How I chipped away at it until it simply stopped knocking on the doors of my mind.
How I unconditionally tapped into peace and pleasure.
How I stopped micromanaging and started trusting.
How I reveled in the magic of aliveness.

And how it all flows from there. Because tension, fear, and serious micromanagement aren’t compatible with magical unfoldings, illogical out-of-this-world results, or a happily ever after.

I don’t know about you, but I'm here for the whimsy!
I’m here to watch God show off just for me!

The ironic part in all of this is that once you’re tapped into true, unconditional fullness, the neediness dies and is replaced with awe. And when the neediness is finally gone, you finally tap into the having of it all - and so it arrives.

So let this encourage you, do the energetic work. Seriously!
Refuse to let fear control you.
Let the resistance melt away.
Seek clarity within.
Stop waiting for life to “get good” over there in the so-called future.

Seek the good stuff now and you will perpetually mine it for the rest of your life.

-Sydney